These last two days have been a representation of those moments in the rehearsal process when it feels like it just might not work out. We are trying to produce a level of production that lives up to the expectation. The name "Juilliard" that precedes us heralds this reputation of excellence, that right now I simply feel unworthy of. Yeah I know I'm suppose to save face and talk about how we are pushing everyone to their limit, and crackin the whip and what you will see is nothing less than perfection, but that ain't my testimony. Yes, we are pushing to bring out the best but the truth be told i'm feeling like "I can't do this". While I'm shouting out "stage left" and "you gotta project", internally i'm saying to myself I hope to God I can get through the next half hour. But somehow in the midst of my inner dialogue something is happening onstage that I certainly can't take the credit for. The students of MAP are piecing together a production. We're all struggling to seamlessly put together scene to scene but most importantly because this is our first time doing the whole play in Maitisong I think we all sense the calibre of work we are reaching for. It is the sense of urgency that's seemingly driving us to step up to the plate. So, yes 9:00pm hits and I feel a sense of productivity. We have a foundation to build on. Woo Hoo! Lookin forward to tech week...sorta kinda...yeah. Can't wait to see what that conversation with myself will be like. Stay tuned!
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Believing in you...believing in them....believing God....and staying tuned....Yes You Can!
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